mylaststory

2011-07-11T15:10:00.002+08:00

Im actually in school,

posting crap here

Yes I know its probably been weeks, if not months

from my last post,

But this is pretty dead

I look forward to moving onto wordpress

But that aside, heck Im soooo lazy

Btw I had to do a blog for one of my modules at school

So I dropped by my blogger account

Making a blog about tea.. ha

kthxbye

2011-04-25T02:37:00.002+08:00

Everytime I look at my tagboard,

its full of nonsense

I bet the spammers camp my IP or something

That aside,

I wish I had my own room

I got too much stuff to display and shit

But hell theres no one room for me here

Guess Ill have fun playing my games once again

The long weekend just ended, but heck

A normal school day beats going to work any day

kthxbye

2011-04-22T05:05:00.002+08:00

Listening to Ludovico Einaudi

So I was procrastinating on my posts again, pfft

Well, every night I open my games

And boom its an entire night of gaming

I blame myself

Anyhow, Ive decided to add some aspirations for myself

Its because Im not aimless anymore, I have something to do

It might be a little awkward, but..

1. Learn to play the piano

Hell, Ill be damned

Its my favourite instrument

Too many great tunes are being played on it

Im missing out on a world of music here

2. Visit El Teide

The name itself sounds exotic

Its the highest mountain in Spain

I also just realised that its the best place to look at stars

You can practically see the Milky Way with the naked eye

Videos of it are too beautiful for words,

but its the experience that counts

Hey, why is the list so short?

Well thats cause thats all there is to it now

Im not a big dreamer, considering Im a pessimist

I should get to bed,

kthxbye

2011-04-11T02:50:00.002+08:00

So anyway, I know my last post was in Feb

Talk about a dead blog

Technicall I DID leave it alone, my bad

But ever since the exams ended,

Shit either went down the drain

or started flying around

Ok, at some point one week after my last post

Was my holidays

FYI my holidays are 7 weeks long

Really happy, yep

I was probably partying real hard back then

My idea of partying would be playing video games,

VNs and card games

Thats the calm before the storm, actually

Cause right after that one week, shit hit the fan:

My ITP started

Its AKA my attachment

I didnt know which random company I got placed in,

but I was put into an indian company

What were they doing? Scanning

Yes sire, scanning

A3 and A4 pieces of paper,

anything bigger goes into another pile

Talk about boring, this job is zombifying

Im sitting for 8 hours and 45 minutes each day,

just waiting for each day to end

Now that I think about it,

if I have to work like this when I grow up

Id rather be dead, seriously

However, there is a boon to me working

No, not the crappy salary they are paying me

I get to walk pass this private apartments

Which is extremely tranquil, and beautiful

Makes me want to get my own next time

But yes, looking at what I mentioned above

If I cant even work, I should be living on the fucking road

Also, another big thing would be my Disgaea 4

It finally arrived, but I have to go to my friend's to play

Which isnt that big a hassle

The thing is in japanese, but hey

For a Disgaea fanatic like me, the controls are piss easy

The story requires more concentration and somewhat guessing

Which is abit of a bummer

So here I am now, at my last week of my ITP

Right after this is back to school

My beautiful holidays just fucking vanished, yep

And the new schooling term is looking bleak as ever

The timetable itself looks silly enough, to say the least

A five hour break on Friday? Bad idea

Who drew this shit anyway?

Im content enough playing VNs, my video games and card games

I believe my peaceful lifestyle will come to an end soon,

but until then I shall try to enjoy it

Life sucks, but its the epic beauty of nature that makes me feel

that its worth living another second of this nonsense

Like.. an Aurora Borealis

Just so you know, this blog isnt dead

I know no one reads this and Im talking to myself half the time

But hey, if it makes me happy, its all good

I should be sleeping now,

a new process of zombifying awaits me in the morning

kthxbye

2011-02-26T07:48:00.002+08:00

So the semester comes with an end

Full of uncertainty, of course

But thats what always happens around me

Sometimes I wonder if Im really that worthless

The long awaited Disgaea 4 has finally been released

In Japanese, of course

Im going to play it anyway

I ordered the limited edition set for a reason

Im trying to go into a translation subbing community

Not just for the experience,

but for a change of environment too

Plus, one of the translators

is actually working on my favorite VN

(Yes, I am very superficial)

I also wanted to do my part for the subbing community

I mean, I read manga every single day

Might as well do a little pay back now

Im probably going to have a cat soon

kthxbye

2011-02-19T04:38:00.002+08:00

So my exams are around the corner

and yet I have no motivation to study whatsoever

Yes, uncertain future, dun dun dun

So Im still up and gaming

Useless me, yes

I wonder what do I exist for

The alarms clocks are going to ring soon

kthxbye

2011-02-14T02:46:00.002+08:00

Once again Im being lazy with my posts

Unfortunately, life is uneventful

Yes, they always say that:

'It isnt the world that has become boring,

it is you that has become boring'

But the more I tell myself this,

the more I question the meaning of life

Here I am, Valentines day,

busy playing my VNs

Its the most lonely and antisocial option,

but hey, if they return your love then why not?

Yes, Im so superficial in my delusions of grandeur

I should seriously be going to bed cause I have a test later

kthxbye

2011-02-06T03:55:00.002+08:00

So I havent been posting since the CNY

Id say CNY, excluding the 'Happy' of course

But nothing smells nicer than money itself

Recently, all Ive been doing is buying merchandise

It makes me one hellavu excited guy,

so I guess its all worth it

What I do need now, however

is a fucking display case

All my shit is in drawers and that drives me insane

But first I gotta find a fucking room

I should be doing projects

kthxbye

2011-01-30T04:35:00.000+08:00

Once again Im up late,

Listening to lovely piano tunes

And beating on the keyboard

These assignments bore me

If it weren't for the existence of VNs,

Id probably be dead now

Out of depression, of course

It works like Prozac for your average everyday loner

That aside,

I decided to feed my fervor by ordering items on Amazon.jp

Hell it doesn't come in cheap, but who cares!

Not to mention the shipping fee is a killer

But to actually have the merchandise

The words are indescribable:

Its a whole new level of delight

Of course, Im probably reduced to a hikikomori now,

but if it makes me happy, I guess its all worth it

Im waiting for holidays to come

kthxbye

2011-01-28T03:40:00.003+08:00

Im happily enjoying the night, once again

Looping 宙のヒカリ on the playlist

Just got my copy of Chaos;Head らぶ☆ChuChu!

And that means no more bored train rides

Harvest Moon has been haunting me the past month

that Ive gotten quite scared of my PSP itself

Was going to download Digimon World 1-3, but heck

This will last me for a week or so

I forgot to mention how the sun forgot to rise yesterday

By that, I mean that it was still pitch dark at 7am

It was a lovely sight to behold, I assure you

I would very much like to be playing now,

but duties call for otherwise

kthxbye

2011-01-27T03:20:00.000+08:00

Dont worry,

Its pretty usual for me to be up at this time

Yes, Ive procrastinated work once again

So Im happily doing assignments now

While blasting VN OPs in my ears

At 200% volume, its a whole new experience

Its also amazing how fast those chinese do stuff

They translate entire VNs in 6 months

The english side, on the other hand, takes forever

Thinking about it, I actually CAN read chinese

The hell am I doing?

kthxbye

2011-01-25T02:49:00.002+08:00

Well, Im a sucker for a tearjerker

When they throw one into a VN

It becomes the most beautiful 10 seconds

of my life

Amazing what people can write, huh?

That aside, Im getting bad vibes from examinations

kthxbye

2011-01-24T02:57:00.002+08:00

Recently, Ive been cooking up alot of emo quotes

'Nobody lives forever. In the end, only Death is eternal'

'Saying tomorrow will be a brighter day,

merely means that you are running away

from the uncertainty of the present'

And stuff like that

Yes, I have become the enemy of many Christians

But Im also not a Satanist

And yes, Im up late again playing eroge

There is an accounting test later today

But I dont have any interest in studying for that

Plus, the 美少女s are looking good right about now,

that its way too stimulating

Its like magic

I guess Ill leave the answer to my heart (???)

I sometimes look like

I dont give a damn about the future

The truth is, I dont

Im looking forward to dying early

Im always all about death this, death that;

I find death articles amusing,

and I find despair to be particularly delicious

Im always all cheerful when I see a funeral

It just makes me know that the person

has gone to a FAR better place than where we are

This has caused me a dilemma:

Will I actually have the same feeling

if a closed one to me were to actually die?

Im wondering if Id be happy, or be sad

Since it has never happened yet, I have no clue

But I definitely look forward to that experience

After all, only Death is eternal

But for now, serious stuff move aside

Im not a serious guy after all

I guess Ill just let life banter me however it deems fit

Back to eating cute 美少女s for breakfast,

kthxbye

2011-01-17T03:28:00.003+08:00

Its been such a long time since I touched a VN

Im actually quivering with excitement

This is awkward and funny at the same time

kthxbye

2011-01-16T06:05:00.000+08:00

So I was looking through edited scripts

of a translated version of 星空のメモリア

Strange to say, after looking at all the English words,

Im as excited as an ecstatic kid after an arcade game

Also, its been like forever since I saw a bishoujo

I feel as though my mind is going to blow up

Yeah, that was just being crazy

VNs aside, Ive been playing so many games

That Im actually 'busy' with them

No, school work seems to be the least of my priorities

In fact its has gotten so boring that its depressing

And my days are so tight that I dont have time for VNs

FML

kthxbye

2011-01-09T05:22:00.006+08:00

Listening to Ave Maria at this time of the night

Heals the soul

That would be the opening theme for Hitman: Blood Money

An astounding game for the era of 2006,

Extremely commendable

Recently Ive seen my friend do a note:

Nothing to die for, nothing to live for

I thought that was the situation Im in,

but I was wrong

Cause I do have some form of anticipation for the future

Nothing career related, I can assure you

Just very mild and childish things

いろとりどりのセカイ

A new production by Favorite,
making it their 5th VN
The same illustrator that did the previous games is back,
so I have quite a huge amount of anticipation for this game
And, at least they changed a number of heroine routes (finally!)

Chaos Head らぶ chu☆chu

Well.. its on the PSP this time

As much as a corny spinoff it is, I shall embrace it

Probably no blood and all fan service, no doubt

We need a reenactment of hands in boxes, please

T.P.S.

Another Circus production,

this time its an all age game, and they got a new artist

Which looks pretty good, looking at sample CG

Not sure about the story line (typical 魔法少女?)

Look forward to it

Disgaea 4

Nuff said

If I take another look at the list, its all games and VNs

Well, I did mention before

Not to mention other merchandise Im waiting for

The shipping fee is the silent assassin

I dont have enough time for myself these days

Back to Masterpage editing

kthxbye

2011-01-02T03:28:00.002+08:00

So my blog has been dead up to now

Well, its not 30 days yet

Anyway, happy new year (?)

Its now 2011, but we all know nothing is going to happen

Just going to be another damn year

with the same old bullshit

Eternal suffering awaits

Ive also ranted restlessly about previous nights

because my father is excellent at ruining the night

The night is a beautiful and quiet time for me to enjoy

Throw in a noisy person and the whole thing falls apart

FML

Back to school tomorrow as well, FML even more

I told you 2011 would be the same bullshit

kthxbye

2010-12-10T02:02:00.002+08:00

So Ive been away for awhile,

apparently that would be due to certain activities:

1. World of Warcraft: Cataclysm

Had to rush to max level once again,

and start the farm for gear

This expansion looks like a fun one,

so I look forward to another fun year

2. Monster Hunter Portable 3rd

There can only be one

Capcom makes the best game themes ever

3. MST

No, I really dont care

All that aside, life is hectic now and all I get are sleepless nights

But thats cause Im playing through them

I guess that would make it my fault

Going crazy over accounting now, this late at night

Somehow I still have zero motivation,

and all these numbers are irrelevant to my interests

kthxbye

2010-12-04T02:26:00.001+08:00

Monster Hunter 3

Nuff said?

Farewell MSTs

kthxbye

2010-12-02T01:50:00.002+08:00

So its that time of the year

where Christmas approaches

and everyone gets excited over decorations

I made this last year,

but I like to recycle stuff

Anyhow, tests are nearing and so are epic games

Includes Cataclysm and MH3

This is either going to be very exciting

or very devastating

I should be playing MH3 right now

But it isnt patched

So Im playing Harvest Moon

Back to farming origins, this is great

kthxbye

2010-11-29T02:46:00.003+08:00

And so ends the weekends once more

Weekends pass by so quickly, its incredible

Makes me wish I could sleep all day..

and visit isolated places

I also get infuriated easily,

as much as I try to be civilised

I guess thats a mistake on my part though,

FML

As December closes in,

many things await

Includes games and exams and events

kthxbye

2010-11-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

So Im up late at night,

reading VN reviews

I should do some too, but then again,

No one is reading this space!

So Im back to playing Pangya while waiting for Cata

This includes reading Lao Fu Zi at the same time

Yes, Im probably that bored

I also realised that by stepping into someone else's shoes,

You can really understand just about anyone

And you immediately know one thing:

Everything is happening for a reason

No, its probably not karma,

but its definitely one of my policies now

I should be spending my time playing VNs

kthxbye

2010-11-22T03:46:00.002+08:00

So Im up again on a crazy Sunday night

Playing god knows what at an ungodly hour

Recently, Ive been banging into my old friends

Must be cause Singapore is that small

That, or the meetings always happen in Bishan

Sometimes I wish I lived in a more quiet area

Like Sembawang

Once again,

theres xmas decor and goods everywhere

And its not even Dec yet

They sure like an early festive season

Choking on candy canes again

No, I wont die even if I wanted to

kthxbye

2010-11-18T03:37:00.001+08:00

So Im up late again,

choking on candy canes

And its not even christmas yet

Talk about a late night,

kthxbye

2010-11-17T03:11:00.002+08:00

It's this blog's 1000th post

Congratulations for coming this far,

only to record all the bullshit that happens in life

I would also like to thank readers (none?)

for reading all the crap, if they (noone?) ever did

Anyhow, it was AFA over the weekends

And it was there that I found out that I love clean washrooms

1. Hotel washrooms, both lobby and rooms

Nuff said

2. Airport washrooms

They are so spacious you could dance in it

Hell, also clean as a whistle

3. Suntec convention washrooms

Sooooooo big

and soooooo clean

4. Japan washrooms

Seat warmer? You fucking shitting me?

5. Home washroom

Stating the obvious here

Oh, and for unacceptable washrooms,

that would have to include lots in china

And the one at the hawker center

Today's a public holiday

kthxbye

2010-11-12T03:22:00.001+08:00

I shouldnt be getting inspiration from music and manga

But I am

Throw VNs into that genre too, cause they are too awesome

Makes you feel like a hero even though your just a human

The future looks bleak,

but since Im alive, I might as well make the most out of it

by just enjoying it the way I see fit

Happily ever after,

We're gonna be alright, alright

kthxbye

2010-11-11T03:47:00.000+08:00

I guess I love the night too much to go to bed

Even though school is so early tomorrow, damn

So I was watching the OPs of previously played VN

When it came to 星空のメモリア's I was quite fired up

Maybe it has something to do with sound synchronization,

and shit hitting the fan the minute the chorus touches

Call me a tard for that, but Ill stick by my word

Shit hitting the fan, mm hmm

kthxbye

2010-11-08T04:35:00.002+08:00

And so ends the 'long' weekend

These things always pass by so quickly,

its like you didnt even know they were here

The even more depressing thing is,

an accounting lecture seems longer than the weekends

Absolutely terrifying, and horrible

Finished a route today,

netting a total of 24 on my BishoujoDex

Oh, I also discovered the reason why I sleep so late:

Im waiting for everyone to fall asleep so I can play my VNs

Its even worse when people are so active at 3am for unknown reasons

Im trying to avoid awkward situations here

So much for converting my room into an office

FML

But then again, I never was happy or content with life either

kthxbye

2010-11-04T02:27:00.003+08:00

So lately my family has been breaking limbs and such

'Break a leg', har har

The past dinner event with fellow relatives has shown me

that such adversaries are actually a pain in the ass

Unfortunate, of course

This has led to a lack of moving chairs in the house

No where to put my legs FTL

But the smile on my grandmother's face..

For just that night, of course

Is this the true meaning of life, to be alive?

If thats the case, I do not understand-

No, I cannot understand

Maybe it has something to do with the age

But I already told myself I should die young

Ive hopelessly turned to VNs and games

Of course, theres alot of thinking about the future

But all I think of is Death all the time

So suicidal, yet so cowardly

All Ive learnt from my VNs is the power of love,

but that didnt bring me to the true light of life

Nevertheless, a good night of Gyakuten Saiban's OST

never fails to rile me up

It gives you the blood boiling sensation,

I think they call it an adrenaline rush?

kthxbye

2010-10-31T04:19:00.000+08:00

PS:

I didnt know I was emo since 2006!

Those were the days..

2010-10-31T03:53:00.002+08:00

Apparently my grandmother is having more problems

That would probably mean problems at her age,

though its only normal

Every time I walk past the living room,

all I see is her lonely silhouette, sitting there

As if shes waiting for something

It makes me wonder if shes actually waiting for Death,

but that might be a very rude question

So Im just going to assume the above anyway

Speaking of which,

I would like to die by saving someone else's life

That way, my life would at least have a shred of meaning in it

For now, its back to pondering the question of living

kthxbye

2010-10-30T12:06:00.002+08:00

18 years into life

and all we- no I mean I, can see is despair

Endless despair

Probably not for the entirety of 18 years,

Im sure I was born brimming with dreams and wishes

Not now,

right now, Death is the only way out

Oh no, Im not suicidal or anything,

but it appears that there is no reason to fear Death right now

Playing more games, hating more school

Isnt that what life is about right now?

Soon its gonna change to:

Playing more games, hating more work

Hey, its like a new arc

but except its the same old boring shit,

with more sprinkled shit on top

Excellent

kthxbye

2010-10-27T04:36:00.002+08:00

Right now Im playing another game by CROSSNET

(aka Favorite now)

Yes, its an older game

However, their OPs are just as flashy

Especially around the chorus parts,

they just go psychedelic lights

Man, what would I do if I didnt have VNs

Still trying to grasp the concept of life

kthxbye

2010-10-25T01:07:00.003+08:00

And so ends the weekends

They pass by in a blink of the eye, of course

Im actually thankful that I delve into the night for time;

Even tough I get sleepy in the morning,

I know Ill never be on the corporate ladder

I should probably clean my wall of dead links

Not many people actually continue to blog

Most of the time when I visit, its usually dead

I on the other hand choose to write for the fun of it

Or more so I can read it next time

Soo cheesy

Im on a roll of VNs

and gaming

And I probably wont stop till Im dead someday

Its also a pain when you dont have your own room

kthxbye

2010-10-21T04:25:00.002+08:00

Ive either became a monster,

or a clown

I think the clown might actually be a better option

Wednesday's my day off, so Im extremely grateful

kthxbye

2010-10-20T06:11:00.002+08:00

Other than my terrible hatred for the corporate ladder

Which also means: I do not like studying much,

Going to school is inevitable,

not to mention the lecturer's blabbering sounds like a lullaby

Im falling asleep every 30 minutes

At least wed is a break day again,

which explains why Im still awake

I also added 'English Teacher' to my bunch of hobbies

I mean, Im overly arrogant with my english,

but which hell of a university is giving an english degree?

Gotta get the hell out now,

was drowning in internet memes previously

kthxbye

2010-10-18T04:16:00.002+08:00

And so the holiday ends

Unfortunately, Im not ready at all

And somehow it seems I am unable to comprehend my situation

All I do is fool around

But I can run away from it anyway

What am I doing in life?

Guess I better catch some shut eye

kthxbye

2010-10-15T06:58:00.002+08:00

And unfortunately, the hols are coming to an end

Its always sad, considering my nocturnal habits

I especially love the silence of the night,

and I absolutely hate it when someone/thing makes a noise

Ruins the entire mood

But man, fucken aye

Im so into WoW now that I havent been touching my VNs

Needless to say, the recent patch has gotten my abit crazy

Actually, totally out of my mind

I guess thats what every MMO has to experience

Im really looking forward to Disgaea 4 now,

and Cataclysm expansion for WoW

and Monster Hunter 3 Portable

And guess what else Im looking forward to?

Nothing

Thats all my life is about

Looking forward to new game and anime releases

Im either pathetic, misled,

or life really is that meaningless

Time to gtfo, the sun is rising

kthxbye

2010-10-08T05:50:00.004+08:00

No matter how I look at it,

this season's anime has got to be one of the best bunch

Other than being obnoxiously fucking crazy,

Its also beautiful enough to bring tears to my eyes

I also preordered Disgaea 4,

which is, 9500yen without shipping/handling fees

Yes, its obviously the limited edition box

I might also be staying up the whole of today

Upside down body clock is kind of pass, though

You get to be nocturnal for the rest of the month

Fly away now, fly away now,

FLY AWAAAAAAAY

kthxbye

Oh, and just for the lols

2010-10-07T05:29:00.002+08:00

So all Ive been doing is pretty simple

I play games, I sleep like a pig

And thats about it

Also, the autumn's bunch of aired anime has come

The few that I was looking forward to particularly:

1. Bakuman

2. The World God Only Knows

Now, Ill start to sound like an anime critique so I wont start

But God Only Knows is terrific by far,

And it has me on fire to play more VNs

And I just picked up a few too

I guess the rest of my holidays wont be wasted

Oh, and recently Ive been eating expensive food

Which isnt good at all

Going to blow my pocket apart

Not that Im crawling in the sand or anything,

but Im money-faced

Ill rephrase that last statement; Im made of money

I can already see the ending!

kthxbye

2010-09-29T07:08:00.000+08:00

So I went to take a look at Justin Bieber's song, Baby

Yes, it piqued my interested enough for me

to actually go and take a look at it myself

And its very normal and he looks like a talented artist to me

So I have no idea what gibber jabbing everyones ranting about

Aaand the song's pretty catchy..

Im finally done with random jobs

and I guess Im going to use the rest of the holiday to sleep

Doesnt seem like theres anything else to do in life after all

kthxbye

2010-09-27T04:50:00.002+08:00

I tether on the brink of insanity

Its only a matter of time before I am consumed by 2D

Of course, 3D has nothing to offer me

And sadly, I might not be in the right state of mind while I say this

Been drinking the peach alcohol in the fridge way too much

At the same time, Im crying tears of joy

I think Im really going crazy now

But hey, its gotta be alot funner than doing your work

I was THAT bored

kthxbye

2010-09-26T05:36:00.002+08:00

So everytime I visit my blog

I look to the left,

its my tagboard

And nowadays, all I see is a bunch of spammers

Really irritating, but theyre the only ones visiting this blog

Oh, and I saw a user called Nanami

Other than that, the first week of the hols is gone

Theres still more, but it will be over really soon

I guess I can continue my nocturnal charade for awhile more

Other than that, its all fun and games,

I think

kthxbye

2010-09-21T06:51:00.003+08:00

Im making a bold decision here,

but it should be alright

I mean, its all fun and games right?

I also wanted to go cycling this morning,

but I ended up too lazy to walk out of the door

This is going for an epic fail indeed

kthxbye

2010-09-19T05:43:00.002+08:00

Its that time of the year where the nights are beautiful

Cool and silent

Its also one of those times where you feel that life is bleak

And extremely boring,

Every single day is repetitive and predictable

Also, I absolutely detest crying;

It makes the noise level higher and doesnt solve anything

If crying makes you feel better,

either cry silently or cry somewhere else

Also, this has led me to hate babies as well

They are like mini sirens: they intrude my noise bubble

Absolutely atrocious

Yeah, and all I did was come here and rant

Its alot like crying,

but it doesnt make any noise

Does my blog make any noise?

Absolutely silent, which makes it so lovely

No wonder I love the night

kthxbye

2010-09-16T05:49:00.002+08:00

These few days,

all I do is game the entire day,

then realise theres a paper tomorrow,

and start my revision at 1am

Then it lasts all the way till 6am

Like what is happening now

Surprisingly effective,

and leaves me hopelessly depressed too

During the hols,

I should really walk around Singapore at night

Its a beautiful place

Now back to accounting..

kthxbye

2010-09-13T05:09:00.002+08:00

I have terribly inefficient studying techniques

It has something to do with me explaining to myself

about why I shouldnt be studying, and how its kind of pointless

to actually get a good grade, cause I wont be doing business

Plus, no one likes studying, right?

So here I am, 5am, mugging for econs

Easier compared to stats, but Im only on chapter 4

And there are, 12 chapters?

Least the test starts at 4pm, else Im toast

Now Im not an atheist;

I have a strong disregard for religion

To the point that I hate it, despise it, and it disgusts me

All I see in life is either terrible things, or even more terrible things

The only good things in life happen in, my VNs?

People praying for empty wishes that wont, WONT happen anyway

In the end its all up to man himself to do something

Praying is probably just a false hope people grasp on desperately

Ive seen enough to know that praying wont bring anything

Especially burning paper, now thats just horrible

Your killing the society, fucken aye

And you leave the cleaners a hard time cleaning up

All for your ancestors?

Your ancestors might feel better if you werent polluting

Absolutely terrible, delusional creatures

Especially with christians in the house,

its unbearable to be within their proximity

I cannot emphasize how much religion disgusts me

Im probably just ranting like a mad child

Cause Im studying my econs at the same time

Studying makes me oh so violent, and so so angry

kthxbye

2010-09-07T05:11:00.003+08:00

Going to a friend's house to study is more fruitful

I dont end up in front of the computer

Instead, I end up in front of the xbox 360

Now, back to my VNs

before its a day of full statistics, and nothing else

kthxbye

EDIT:

I got shot by the themepark event flag

2010-09-06T05:52:00.007+08:00

So its that time of the year again

Where its your birthday

But Im not too enthusiastic

Who can be too enthusiastic, when your one year older?

Yes, I am a pessimist

Also, I passed on my wish, cause wishes belong in fairy tales

And real life is not a fairy tail. Its a sharp kick in the anus

I also thought about life and thought about the future

So I made a list of what I should do next time

1. Make a fuck ton of money

Yes, I want to swim in it

2. Play games like a mad dog

Yes, I love games

Then I realised that they were very hard to achieve,

dont go hand in hand,

and also are too ambitious

So I scrapped the list

Instead, I made a list of things I like

(in hope that I can find something I want to do next time?)

1. Money

2. Cats

3. Games

4. VNs (now that Im 18 you can count the H ones in)

5. Epic stories

6. 'The Sims'-like houses

7. Silence

And found that my closest ambition would be a bookstore owner

You can have a cat,

you can play games behind the counter when no one is looking

If you can play games, you can play VNs (avoid the H)

You can read epic stories from the collection

Bookstores are usually desolated, so its silent half the time

The 'Sims'-like house factor cant come into play here,

and money is going to be the biggest issue ever

I mean, have you ever seen a rich bookstore owner?

I looked through alot of old crap I have done,

including the blogparts, but those are really really bad

I also went to specifically look at my past birthday posts,

but it appears that nothing of significance happened on those days;

I just had alot of hate, hate and hate for the world apparently

Reading the old ones either made me feel angry, or extremely depressed

And also explained why I decided to forsake all hopes in a god

Then I thought about being an author

Since I like good stories, have good english, BHB, yes me

And enjoy slacking off most of the time,

It would be an excellent job

Of course, if I fuck up its a one way road down to hell

But for now, Ill place my hopes on becoming an author

Oh, but Im studying business IT

And the statistics test that is I-dont-understand-a-thing

is just around the corner

kthxbye

EDIT:

Dug up some poem from a long time ago

It sounds good, tbh

Its more of an imagination of a tranquil, serene place

With no one, no troubles, nothing

I Wish Upon an Ice Paradise

i awoke in the morning
shaken from a dream
the thoughts fading with the sun's beams
waking in an ice paradise

i sat at the desk
and thoughts linger still
as i saw a flake on the window sill
believing in an ice paradise

i was oblivious to the world
i was thinking
i lounged on the white chair; i wasn't listening
sitting in an ice paradise

and i watched the cool
still water, under the surface
and i knew that my dream was a tranquil place
wishing in an ice paradise

ignorant of anything
birds flew high
ignorant of the sands of time drawing nigh
resting in an ice paradise

but reality had me caught
i sighed at the thought
but i realised such a dream is never naught
hoping for an ice paradise

and for once
i smiled at that thought

2010-09-02T06:18:00.000+08:00

VNs are great

I dont know what Ill do without VNs

Ill probably be too bored to think

And I spent the last hour

Figuring out what the hell were .TAK files

And how to convert them

Of course, the quality is insane though

I should start studying

But, meh

kthxbye

2010-09-01T06:19:00.002+08:00

Its teacher's day today

And with the exams approaching every second,

Im feeling more distressed than ever;

Everytime I open my notes,

I either close it right away or distract myself

Those toenails never looked so good

Theres also a reason why Im on a midnight charade daily

(being 12am to 6am)

The night is silent, the night is cool,

the night is dark, the night is peaceful

Also, no one will or should be bothering me at this time

Which is absolutely beautiful and quality time

I do not want to hear idle banter from the other rooms, no no

And the midnight charade is over

kthxbye

2010-08-28T02:03:00.002+08:00

I saw a dead cat today

And Im wondering where do all dead beings go to

No, no religion involved,

so Im going to have to guess that they go to a better place

Without emotions such as suffering and agony, you know

Speaking about religion,

all we have now from the a bunch of them is smoky air

Which is absolutely horrible

I dont want my night smelling like ash,

thats just bad for the health

They say they burn it for their ancestors,

But why are you killing the living right now?

A stroke of luck,

and I get a bunch of cash

As I would say, cash has the nicest smell on earth

Its exam week in 2 weeks and Im not even anxious

Strange, but when it comes to it all I can think of are VNs

kthxbye

2010-08-24T06:09:00.000+08:00

So far in this past holiday,

all Ive been doing is play, play and play

After all, I decided to dedicate my life to games

This may be a little off topic, but..

Ive smelled so many things that I can recognize them all

Sadly that makes me sound like a dog,

but I find smells to be extremely inquisitive

Yes, I was that bored

Cant think of anything to post either

Ill continue my charade of gaming and VNs

kthxbye

2010-08-19T06:29:00.003+08:00

Previously I stayed up at 6am to do something

No, it wasnt cycling this time round;

I visited a house that I used to visit in my sec days

Well now I wouldnt call it a house, its a mansion

I would just stand outside and stare inside

Yes, it was my inspiration previously to buy that house itself

I cant say that for now tho,

since all I am now is a shaggy bag of bones

I guess that will be one more far dream, then

Id say I have a serious change of goals: VNs and games, rofl

An amazing video I saw which totally disregards religion:

Click right here for the link, you phylumists

His explanation makes alot of sense itself, too

Guess Ill be taking that stand from now on

Im here, munching on overly-salty seaweed

No, Im not going cycling

kthxbye

2010-08-15T07:32:00.000+08:00

The moment man devoured the fruit of knowledge,

he sealed his fate.

Entrusting his future to the cards,

man clings to a dim hope.

Yet, the Arcana is the means by which all is revealed.

Beyond the beaten path lies the absolute end.

It matters not who you are.. Death awaits.

Corny, yet epic quote from Persona 3 itself

I was trying to memorize it, but meh, its too long

However, the more I indulge in games,

the happier I get

Its so serious that I might reach the stage of delusion!

Also just came back from cycling

Which was slightly enjoyable; it was going to rain

Luckily Im safely indoors now as grey clouds gather

Plus, Im gaming again!

Holy

kthxbye

2010-08-14T04:24:00.002+08:00

Wherein comes the time where I go ballistic over VNs

Its time to catch them all

In the non-Pokemon sense, of course

Everything has to be a delusion to make myself feel better

And thats where VNs come in!

I take a look at Money

And I try to find out why people say it isnt everything

I stare harder at Money,

try to dislike it, but fail terribly

I love it so much, I want to swim in it

I should also have saved up for a PS3 or a Xbox instead

I would be alot happier, playing the games I want to play

Oh, I would also like a container house on top of an apartment

Wait, thats just roleplaying now

その目, だれの目？

kthxbye

2010-08-13T03:45:00.002+08:00

Well,

Apparently Chaos;Head isnt giving me paranoia

Its giving me a more beautiful reminiscence instead

Damn, I hate that feeling where you finish something nice

and wished that you could experience it all over again

Cause you probably cant

Id say that card games are a mistake, anyday

All your doing is buying pieces of cardboard

And fooling around with them, on a table

I also get the feeling that life is decaying me

The real reason is probably me wasting my own time

But hell, theres nothing to look forward to each day

Not much out there to achieve as well

I guess ill go get a whole bunch of VNs to play

kthxbye

2010-08-11T09:01:00.001+08:00

All too abnormal as a human.

All too warped as an existence.

All too appropriate as a monster.

Thats what I was, in Chaos;Head

Amazing game, just finished it staying up all night

I really loved the tension they built up,

its on another level of omnious foreboding

The CG, the music, the reality of it all

I guess that part was so well done, it could have been a literature book

On the other hand, Ill say the characters are pretty well portrayed

Some had little screen time, too little

And some were lovable to the extend that they were attachable

Which resulted in me feeling extremely disturbing about

my "sister's" hand in a box, with handphone and all

The protagonist himself is a pussy, but he becomes a hero later

Lots of gore images and such,

But I guess its directed to that genre

Little fan service, but..

why are you looking at the girls when they are severed, half the time?

Oh, severed guys too

Guess Ill be having paranoid nights for awhile

And once again, sad to say,

I felt a great achievement and satisfaction completing this VN

Compared to getting an A in a SPSS exam,

This feeling cannot be reenacted or compared to

Hell, its the same for every VN

I should probably sleep

But my excitement betrays me

kthxbye

その目, だれの目？

2010-08-11T05:39:00.001+08:00

So a 3 week holiday begins

Thanks to the YOG, that is

Sadly right after that are exams,

Needless to say, Im not prepared at all

Ive also started on a new VN, Chaos;Head

People have warned me about it,

but Im pretty fine with the art

Guess they were warning me about other aspects,

cause all I get every night is a fucked up head

I mean,

when I go for a VN,

Im looking for heart-warming and fun situations

But this?

I get my sister's severed hand mailed to me, horror movie style

And they build up the tension so well that it leaves me in awe

Talk about a horror game, Im actually glad Im playing this

Well, other than the gore,

Its actually great

Crazy late night times FTW

But Im way too lazy to bike ta 6am now, meh

Maybe it has something to do with me being dressed in pajamas

All day long

kthxbye

2010-08-05T04:03:00.003+08:00

Why Im up again this late, nobody knows

Once again, it might have something to do with this tea..

No, no scallops were involved this time

However, I cant guarantee the involvement of VNs or games

Night is the best time to play these things afterall

Plus, Im nocturnal

Im already done with Project Diva 2nd,

but the new modes, pfft, extreme

Either its difficult, or it kills me

Im would be up for the challenge,

but my horrible earphones are horrible, period

So I heard a friend say money isnt everything

Sadly I cant agree with that motion

Without money, Id be in Cambodia selling my limbs

Without money, I couldnt do anything

Of course, the fact that friends are pretty easy to make

tend to make them be taken for granted easily

But, money IS harder to make than friends

Better start cherishing my wallet more, sheesh

Hell, in fact I love money so much that I want to swim in it

No joke, shoot me friends!

kthxbye

2010-07-29T04:51:00.002+08:00

Why I am up so late at night, nobody knows

Might have something to do with WoW,

and having an excellent raid group

Or I might be drunk on root beer (nobody does that..)

SC2 is also out, but I suck so bad at RTS games

Speaking of games,

thats all Ive been playing the past 2 weeks

And anime has become the '3 hour break on Friday'

Hell, I havent touched a single VN

Saw DC/DCII on the PSP, but I doubt Ill touch that,

it wont be 18

Plus, I already got both versions on the computer

And I dont need VNs on the go,

I need to play them in peace

Oh, and Project Diva 2 is out

Im going to have to go to town on this one

Which means new earphones, balls

And I see flags everywhere as well

Its that time of the year again

Not to mention, YOG is around the corner as well

3 weeks of holidays are always welcome

But exams right after that.. meh

kthxbye

2010-07-23T02:19:00.002+08:00

Ive spent the last few nights,

Enjoying tea and scallops

Yes, scallops

Dried little morsels of deliciousness

I could eat them forever

On a serious note,

My favourite manga site is closing down

Due to the fact that they arent pirates.. meh

I guess its the end of a long journey

Which means the beginning of a new one

which mainly includes me finding a new scanslations site

Yes, Im a pirate

And its back to world of warcraft as well

Blasted by nostalgia, hell yeah

kthxbye

2010-07-21T01:56:00.002+08:00

Somehow,

while I was studying for my accounting test ytd,

all that my mind thought of was:

This is meaningless

Well, i cant say for sure that what Im studying atm is useless,

Its business IT, its gotta be handy somewhere

But somehow I hate it so much that I end up getting violent

Also, this lack of money is disturbing

kthxbye

2010-07-18T03:29:00.003+08:00

So the past week has been a drag

Not only was there intense work to be done in school,

Theres also Persona 3,

which I play at the expense of my sleep

I can tell you I enjoy every one bit of it tho

Plus, Im pretty nocturnal

And sadly, because of the recent chain of 'events',

Ive neglected my VNs

Horrible

I also got to enjoy K-ON live today.. on bluray

The quality was scary, Ill say

And Ive got an accounting test this coming tuesday

Makes me wonder why I hate all my course modules

kthxbye

2010-07-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

So I finally have a decent RPG to play once again:

Persona 3

Another reason to be glad that I got a PSP myself

Plus, this game reminds me of VNs so much,

its so awesome

Bespectacled, FTW

And its back to school blues as well

I have no idea why Im complaining, but yes

I guess im just that bored

And restless

kthxbye

2010-07-12T03:58:00.002+08:00

Im not sure why Im still awake,

but all I hear is screaming outside

Which is horrible cause the night is supposed to be silent

I also bought a bet on Spain for $5,

So I shouldnt be the one to talk

Also, after spending way too much money on hobbies,

Im totally bankrupt for the month

And theres still 2/3 of it left to go, excellent

Talk about a spending problem

kthxbye

2010-07-11T05:14:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder why Im up so late

And Im not even gaming, Im reading a book

Hell, I must be nocturnal or something

Either way, the night is a beautiful thing

Oh, orgel tunes too

I also need more dried scallops, seriously

These things taste the best

kthxbye

2010-07-10T04:10:00.002+08:00

Now, instead of playing the PSP,

I end up reading random english books on the MRT

Its a one hour ride to school and back, so its horrible

And im reading To Kill A Mocking Bird again, blasphemy

Everything looks so clear now, too

Happy Birthday to Xavier,

dropped by his party to eat and.. swim

Yes, but the water was so cold in the evening that I gave up

I hate afternoons too, the sun is way too hot

kthxbye

2010-07-08T02:14:00.003+08:00

What i get from everyday life

Is either boredom or disappointment

Of course, there are traces of achievements,

but those are small and usually short lived

If these are the 'goals' people talk about in life,

Its going to be a long and boring road, so buckle up

The nights are getting chilly, excellent

I need more scallops

kthxbye

2010-07-06T01:02:00.003+08:00

Over the weekends,

I visited the Mascot Parade, which was at Somerset

Yes, its a cosplay event

No, i dont take pictures

I saw a pass Silver Rathalos armor, verigud

And wasted money on merchandise, veribad

A bunch of new animes also started airing with the new season

After picking up a few interesting ones

(a few new, a few adapted from mangas)

I look forward to seeing interesting development

Then theres the question about life again

I dont know why im living, and i dont have a reason, either

Right now, achievements to me are no longer As,

they are finishing a galge route or winning a game

Ill let the question of life keep floating,

cause im just a procrastinator

I got a lab test tmrw on stats, horrible!

And i need a new bag, i see holes

kthxbye

2010-07-02T02:44:00.002+08:00

I just realised i have difficulty accessing sites

Cause the date was set to August

So much fail, in such a small mistake

Either way, i realise that im on a lazy river of life

Im just floating and waiting for something to happen

It gets boring all the time, but meh

Ive found a new past time for the MRT:

Reading books

Just english story books, rofl

Much better compared to playing old games on the PSP

I need new ones, fast!

kthxbye

2010-07-01T02:42:00.002+08:00

Excellent,

due to a slight change of circumstances

I might be going back to world of warcraft

While this may sound like a good thing,

it also means i can say goodbye to my life once more

This water chestnut and sugar cane tea is surprisingly nice

kthxbye

2010-06-30T03:24:00.002+08:00

So Ive moved on to the sequel of Hoshizora,

Eternal Heart

The disappointing thing is,

Mare's route is terribly short

At least this should keep me busy for a week or two

Plus, getting married at 19 is horribly funky

But such stuff only work out in tales

A beautiful tale, all over again

THE TEARS, THEY WONT STOP!

Im looking forward to Marvel VS Capcom 3

From the old days of the 2nd version, ive been terrible

Now that i see Deadpool in the new version,

I cant back down

Cant believe they included Chris from RE, too

I also remembered that Weds are holidays for me

Hurray

kthxbye

2010-06-26T06:05:00.001+08:00

Other than the fact that school is starting again

And my Facebook refuses to stay logged on

Life is boring as usual

Im reading the entire Deltora Quest series again,

cause im just that bored

Plus, it brings back good memories of Australia

I should be sleeping

kthxbye

2010-06-25T05:56:00.002+08:00

It is a grim night indeed

Here I am, finally finishing Hoshizora,

and the tears wont stop

Its too beautiful for words,

Id actually say that this is life changing for me

An epic epilogue befitting the end of a long journey

Also, spending the entire night crying your eyes out

Means you cant sleep

And that means i should be heading off to cycle now

Fade away, fade away; Don't fade away

kthxbye

2010-06-22T03:24:00.002+08:00

The character in this story turned from love reject

Into pedobear

Its like korean drama, with 4chan included

But its all good

Excellent storylines FTW

I also lost all fire for life yesterday

I ended up sleeping from 4am to 5pm

Which is obviously more than 12 hours

Apparently having dreams is funner than life itself

Im sleepy again

Im not dying or anything, right?

kthxbye

2010-06-20T04:55:00.002+08:00

Even though the first week of the holidays is gone,

I DID feel that it was pretty long

Maybe, the shorter the holiday is, the more i cherish it

Plus, i didnt get a job. Again

Excellent

Theres been so much fail in gaming lately

that all ive been doing is raging online

Gay, but sadistically fun

Ive also been a little crazy over stars lately

I decided not to be a pessimist over them (them as satellites)

Must be all the Hoshizora ive been reading

Funny enough, there are hardly any in Singapore

However, ive got inspiration to go give photoshop another try

and pull something off

Bah, me and my procrastination

kthxbye

2010-06-18T03:37:00.002+08:00

Lately Ive been visiting very serene areas of SG

Hell, i didnt expect SG to even have them

Places like Pasir Ris, Sembawang

Its so quiet, its such a happy place

I also attended my class' chalet,

which hosted a bbq that i enjoyed

I didnt bother staying over cause i cant sleep outside of home

Plus, i love my sleep

Games with epic storylines are.. epic

Hell, i thought Metal Gear Solid: PW was an action game

The storyline was pretty good

And then theres Hoshizora..

Its like Stairway to Heaven all over again

HAAALP

Im going to have to watch my money per month

Apparently so much of it is going into expensive food

And hobbies

I dont care about the latter.. but food?

kthxbye

2010-06-15T05:50:00.002+08:00

I have a good feeling about late nights

But i havent had dried scallops for a long time

And im too lazy to drop by the market as well

Yes, im that bored

kthxbye

2010-06-13T05:32:00.002+08:00

Ok, so the holidays came really fast

I probably didnt do well for the last paper (stats)

But hell, nobody cares

Its a 2 week holiday(wut?),

theres a 3 week-er in August for YOG

Apparently, them training on our campus

means we cant study

I cant follow that line of logic,

but extra holidays are always welcome

Also,

Happy Birthday Aric

Yes, he doesnt read this blog but once again,

its just for the point

Also, I mistook Serangoon for Sembawang,

got lost in Sembawang itself(failbus ride),

wound up at a temple

and spent 30 minutes walking back

Which took me 2 hours to reach his house

Terrible

Other than that, it was fun with mahjong and k-box

Another thing that I found out in Sembawang:

Its a peaceful place

I walk around, I hear nothing but crickets

Not even a damn car

I was content enough standing there and staring at a star

I mean satellite

I also wonder why people do not return money

when they DO have the money

But tell you they are unable to return at the moment

Talk about irony

And then they gotta go buy something else

Sorry, I must love my money too much

And thats just my QQ in a paragraph

Scheduled for this holiday?

1. VNs to complete (not even done with Hoshizora, meh)

2. Gaming

3. Crazy sleeping times

My, Im so excited

kthxbye

2010-06-09T04:33:00.004+08:00

Excellent

I got a test in 5 hours time

And Im still awake, studying!

So much for playing through the day,

I should learn to prioritise (procrastination still wins)

Anyhow, I still dont see the point of memory work

Hell, after one month its all gone

Why are we even required to remember all this?

If it got embedded into our brains, that might help

I also dont like my module much

I doubt I will have anything to do with business

Oh wait, that means I wont have a job

Bummer

Looking at lovers make me feel kind of sad,

but at the same time, Im also proud that Im a gamer

Plus, I get to spend money on myself

And yes, I tried to make myself look a little better, lol

Im also actually glad that people have me on their links still

Its been so long, but well, I DO keep this blog updated

I want to go over to their chatlog and say hi

But I feel too embarrassed for that now.

Meh

kthxbye

2010-06-06T03:16:00.002+08:00

All Ive been doing this week is gaming

Yes, I know I havent been studying

Hell, Ive been gaming so much

that I dont even have time for my VNs

But I decided to enjoy life the way it is

Im still having fun listening to piano tunes

Extremely talented, these musicians

Im still wondering if playing a piano is easy at all

All that hand synchronization and such

I also wonder if there are that many stars in the sky

In singapore, all I see are specks

And, being the pessimist that I am,

Id say they are all satellites

No, of course I dont like my course

kthxbye

2010-06-02T03:23:00.002+08:00

Once again,

I wind up spending too much time on games

And not blogging at all

I also cant believe i can actually understand class

Well, maybe Im lying to myself,

but understanding what the econs teacher blabblers is a good thing

Now, statistics is a different story

I envy people who can play the piano

To me, its the most elegant and graceful instrument yet

Unfortunately I didnt learn how to play one, meh

Once again,

its comforting to know that Wed is a holiday

Even though tests are around the corner and

I got a reflection to write out

kthxbye

2010-05-27T02:09:00.002+08:00

I enjoy excellent story-lines

That aside, I think Im afraid of plain water now

I always choose to drink something that isn't plain,

like apple juice or 100 plus or something else

Incoming diabetes, HOOOOOO

I think flirting on the MRT is FTL

They should do it at home, or in a chatroom

Im playing my PSP and I hear romantic jibber jabbing nearby

How disturbing

I reminisce the days where I play WoW

At least everyday, there's something to head home and do

Now Im just clueless and stuck with VNs and League of Legends

Guess thats what a MMO is for, anyway

School starts late tomorrow, dont tell me about it

kthxbye

2010-05-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

Just when you wish life was a little more entertaining

Wait, who am I kidding

Its going to be the same, day in and out

At least there's a holiday on Friday,

I'll be looking forward to that

Somehow, looking at my friends all go off on holidays so easily

also makes me feel kind of sad

I should go back to reading storybooks instead

kthxbye

2010-05-21T03:09:00.002+08:00

Im suddenly a huge fan of orgel tunes

They seem to be featured in many VNs,

and they really are the finishing touch that perfects it

Absolutely marvellous

Im also enjoying Liar Game

A manga about the human's true nature..

Excellent stuff

Oh look at the time

Yes, i know theres school tomorrow

kthxbye

2010-05-20T01:57:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Xin

I can remember, but facebook reminds me so

As per usual,

School is boring the tears out of me

Its times like this when you wish you were on a vacation

That aside,

Hoshizora no Memoria is an interesting read

I just turn on the autoplay function, and its just like a storybook

Well, maybe more like a novel

Thats why they're called visual novels in the first place, right?

Not just that, Liar Game is a good manga too

I also managed to hide at home for the whole Wed

Which is pretty slack and comfortable, per say

Not to mention the nights are getting chilly

Which is pretty exciting for the nocturnal heart

5 hours of sleep, excellent

kthxbye

2010-05-14T01:14:00.003+08:00

Looking for more VNs to play,

and ive never been this fired up for awhile

Since im obsessed with beautiful art and storylines

Its also the end of the week, fascinating

But you still end up dreading it

cause you know its going to be over in a min

Yea, i was that bored

kthxbye

2010-05-12T04:06:00.002+08:00

After reading Bakuman, (its a manga)

I feel extremely inspired to follow my dreams

..Oh wait, i forgot what my dream in life was

Totally pathetic

That aside, im getting more hyped over good art,

character designs and good BGMs

Im also looking for excellent plot,

which is why ive been going around looking for more VNs

That aside, i sure am glad wednesday's an off day

kthxbye

2010-05-11T02:52:00.002+08:00

And so begins a new week once more

Which means more predictability, and more bore

Hell, i get so bored im crying

Also, i managed to win a Tsumugi nendoroid at a tournament

Which was abit of a surprise, but of course im happy

After all, I AM quite the mugi fan

Oh excellent, look at the time

Its about 5 hours of sleep for me

kthxbye

2010-05-07T01:40:00.002+08:00

School lessons get so boring,

I find myself dozing off, even if im not sleepy

Is education that terrible?

But i think its more of the 'tomorrow's the same' thought

that makes you want to stay in bed forever

Im picking a bunch of random animes to watch to kill time

Mugi's captain hat is too awesome for words

And since tomorrows gonna be the same again,

I think ill be playing my handphone games

Yeah, im that bored

kthxbye

2010-05-03T09:13:00.003+08:00

If you get a new anime to watch
and you like it,
You find that you wont have time for anything till your done
Unless it's still airing, that is

So all ive been doing recently is attending school
Which is abit of a bummer, considering how boring it is
Not to mention now that my dad is home,
which means some nagging here and there and less nocturnal activities

Ive also got so many friends going to japan per month,
I end up changing yen for them everytime to buy me stuff
My wallet has a new light in it now, i think

I think im really lucky when it comes to choosing GEMs
(General Elective Modules)
I usually end up screwing up the registration,
land in an unknown and random module,
but getting a rather slack one
It was chemicals last sem, and digital imagery this time
Its feels good to know photoshop

I find dried scallops to be an extremely entrancing snack
kthxbye

2010-04-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

Its awesome just knowing tomorrow's a no-schooler

Actually, every wednesday IS a no-schooler

My schedule has it empty, excellent

Im going to walts myself to sleep with excellent music

On another note, i really respect people who can create music

Not singing, but via instrumental

The piano, or the violin or anything alike

kthxbye

2010-04-27T01:52:00.000+08:00

I just realised that

instead of eating dried scallops and instant noodles seperately

I could just mix them

They actually taste great

And, i know i die faster!

Well, death by sodium is better than by smoke imo

Hell im nocturnal

And bored

kthxbye

2010-04-26T01:27:00.002+08:00

Im mad today over small, petty reasons

Like too many flies around

Am i that smelly?

I mean, i shower at least twice a day

The only way to get me to cut my hair

Is to say that i look like a matt with my current one

And since the weekend passed by so quickly,

Im going to end up sleeping in school tmrw

Dont you wish life was a little more interesting?

kthxbye

2010-04-25T04:16:00.002+08:00

I almost choked on my tongue when i saw

accounting on my timetable

That aside, i dont mind my timetable

I mean, theres no lessons on wednesday at all

BUT Friday ends at 4, with a 3 hour break in between

Which is pretty horrible, imo

Some changes around my school as well,

constructions everywhere which makes going around hard

Theres also those fresh years that block everywhere,

including my comfy library chairs that i sleep on everyday

New experiences give you a more open mind

Thats just my line of excuse

No, im not doing anything bad

kthxbye

2010-04-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

School kind of adds on to the 'bore' level of everyday

Not mention, ive had enough bore for a long time

Sure, slacking at home is a bore

But the ability to be N.E.E.T. is worth it

Also, i made myself an awesome handphone wallpaper of Flonne

Im so proud of myself

kthxbye

2010-04-21T03:16:00.002+08:00

After taking a look at Japan's Yahoo auction

I realise that some people have very weird hobbies

That aside, my tutor at school was so kind

as to move the only 2 hour class on Wed (its the only class on wed)

to Tuesday

Which means no school on wednesdays!

Too awesome, im suddenly in a holiday mood nao

Chomping on dried scallops aint healthy at all

kthxbye

2010-04-20T01:15:00.002+08:00

I just reminded myself that

School is boring

Plus, classes make me so sleepy its like an effective lullaby

Dried scallops and 100 plus in the middle of the night

is cool

kthxbye

2010-04-19T02:49:00.000+08:00

And so ends the holidays

You know, i enjoyed staying at home all day long,

bamming on the computer

Or sleeping for more than 24 hours at a go

Or staying up till alarm clocks start ringing

Or cycling at the canal during 5am

Or fooling around in the arcade

Ill see these days again, some 10 weeks away

And the only thing i miss in school is chicken rice

And 'slightly' cheaper KFC

Oh look, im sleeping slightly earlier in an attempt

to wake up early for school

kthxbye